bluepillow
May. 21st, 2005
07:27 am
...hay naku letc, eto nanaman certs nanaman.. shet sobra ako kinakabhan. tangna scared lang nman na mapunta sa wala mga pinaghirapan ko. anyways, tsaka one thing more i'm beggining to like the pips im gonna work with. well there quite cool, i have one friend here hu knows how to read tarot cards and her name is carrie, putcha sbi nya sa kin may 7(seven) guardians dw ako.. bwahaha!!! kya beware dami ako bodyguard.. and my other friends name is jessie, she's our GOTHIC girl. well the good thing bout her is that she's not scared to express her self by her fashion. and my other friend is apple.. ang crush ng bayan. hay naku yang si apolonia sobrang daming hang-ups sa buhay. hindi makalakad habng di nnagpapa alam sa jowa. inlove pa din kasi. masyadong mahiyain.. what can we do di ba... TANGAPIN NA NATIN NA GANUN SYA!!! grabe miss ko na talaga cla candy tsaka joyce ang mga bakla kong friends sa vertex.
o sya.. pagod na ako. next time na lang.
bayuush!!!
Apr. 15th, 2005
08:05 am
Walking Away (Seeing My Pain)
please forgive me I don't know
what I did to make you change
I want you back with me
I stand next to my reflection and
see you in the mirror.
These wounds you made for me won't heal
I can't breathe when your leaving me
in the dark without no more light to
guide me.
I wanted you to be with me for solong
that I don't even know why now!
I figured when you left me I'd move
on somehow, but I guess
I'll never be over the pain you put me through!
Your walking away and now I see the truth.
Now you've given up on me and defiently
you look at me
You only took me back to change my mind.
I loved being broken and used by
your words.
And now you make me all alone again.
08:02 am
Lost Friend
this is you the one i want you to
go back to where I knew nothing and
we where
In love the new you is great
but I wanna go back to the
old you so I could be numb to the truth and
Know nothing about the
truth I love you but you changed and
I've changed maybe it was a waste
of time trying to hope for something
that never was and never will be
07:44 am
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin
